|  Finding our way
I know life sometimes doesnt make sense. I have questioned it and come back again with even more questions. Life is just not that simple. (Speaking of which my tummy is still hurting from the sugar free syrup) This of which is why I think I have made some poor choices. Then again I have also made a few good choices. One is trying to get a new job and another is dating my boyfriend.  I am happy when I am with my boyfriend which is a good thing. Being with him is finding a new thing to appreciate everyday! Some new things are like finding funny things about him or me, who he or I want to become, how he or I can better love others and myself, what the future may hold, new things we want to see and do... the list could go seriously long. The bottom line is I want to be with him for as long as God allows. :) And also I am reading another Karen Kingsbury! Its some good stuff there! Well I tried to sit and write. Be back soon with hopefully news about a new job! :) |
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| Ever feel locked down? Maybe its because the stuff we do or time gets away from us. Then misery seeps in..what are we to do then?? I was feeling locked down tonight with doing a job that I half care about and feeling like I was missing something. I haven't been doing well on fiances due to owing my parents money for the car I rearended. I mean I can pay it off...but only if I keep plugging away at this job that possibly wont go anywhere until i find a new one. I just miss the days I was able to process through. Maybe I need to make a change? :) Some things I dont like giving up....like shopping..fashion...excerising...reading...writing my novel... My prioties need to change....maybe instead of staying in bed in the morning I could break real ground on what really needs accomplished. |
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| XOOXXO Humbleness.....this is something I am not so great at. My heart was measured today by the Lord...I am pretty sure I didnt measure what He wants me to be. I can see what He wants me to be but yet I do struggle to withdraw from His hand.... I need to do a little more praying......a little more loving people....a little more of more of Him period. I just want to love Him!!!! I love you Jesus!!!! |
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| Sorry its been awhile. I have to warn you I am a little sleepy....sooo if I drift off and you see (asdhikwroj) most likely my head didnt hit a pillow.  Sooo today was a little werid at work. It seemed that most all employees were a little different. I guess because we are having more changes in our staff as we push into the fall quarter. I did apply to more jobs today! Still thinking about school but I need to save a little first!  Lets see....what else is new...I got a new camera and now I am waiting on getting a new phone. I get a discount if I use at&t but I am still indecisive of the phone I really will use. hllllllkjhl;k..... I think that I need to head to bed! Sweet dreams to all! |
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| True kisses from God only come once a lifetime 
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